User Profile

I am human...not perfect...but not horrible either. I have made mistakes and will make many more.

I am somewhat of a paradox...I really dislike most fast music....except for punk rock.....I adore ambient/drone/noise/doom metal/post rock as much as punk rock.

Yes I have colorful and usually spikey hair...no I do NOT want to get wasted nor do I have a criminal record despite what you have HEARD about punks not every single one gets wasted all day, everyday.

That is not to say I am not self-destructive. There is a battle currently going on with me involving hope and nihilism. Thus far it is a stalemate.

I am filthy most of the time. I change my clothes rarely and bathe even less. Please do NOT be like my father and tell me "cleanliness is next to godliness." God does not exist in my opinion and you won't die from not showering.

I do not really hate anybody though I, like everybody else say the words "I hate..." filling in the blanks with a name, the words "nazis/fascists/racists/homophobes/sexists/chauvinists" etc. It is true however that I have a rather large disrespect and dislike for them.

I am NOT AN ARTIST! I do not like the term really. I am creative surely but so is everybody in some capacity. I feel that artists label themselves as such to try to separate themselves from others. It is a dividing term that creates dissension among people in a way.

I have a few ongoing audio projects which can be found on the internet
Romance In Tragedy - atmospheric funeral goth/neoclassical
Black Bloc- power electronics/harsh noise
Dead Streets At Dawn - post ambient shoegaze noise
DeConstructive Screwdriver Criticism - dark ambient drone noise

I also sometimes create digital manipulations/photos and even get in moods to take photographs. Other times I write something.

contact me on AIM if you wish AsAutumnDies